Life is full of choices.
Unfortunately, I suck at making choices.
If you read my posts, you know that I am extremely indecisive.
This is because, I fear the consequences.
good choices lead to good consequences and bad choices lead to bad consequences.
I am so bloody scared of making the wrong choice.
Lately, I have been struggling over a very important decision.
Deciding the plans for my future.
When it comes to planning my future, particularly deciding my career, a few factors run through my mind...
Living in an Asian household, it is extremely important to be an honor to one's family.
I want to make my family proud.
Of course, like most [Asian] parents, my parents would love me to become a doctor or lawyer..
My parents struggled so much to give me these opportunities.
Though I know my parents will love & support me no matter what decision I make,
I feel that if I don't accomplish their wishes, I am letting them down.
Isn't this the reason why most of us work?
Money is vital.
How else am I gonna support my materialistic needs? :D
Furthermore, I want to give back to my parents.
I know I can never fully repay the money & efforts my parent's have invested in me, but my biggest wish is to buy my parents their dream home & pay for my little brother's school tuition.
Also, I am extremely independent.
I want to make my own money and not need to depend on others.
[But, billionaire boyfriends are still gladly accepted]
The majority of a working person's day is spent in the work space or thinking about work.
If I am not happy with my job, how can I be happy with my life?
I want to be interested in my work.
I want to wake up, and look forward to attending my job.
I want to live happy and excited.
Currently, I am attending University.
However, I have no clear direction of where I'm headed.
I feel like I'm wasting money and time.
The 3 factors keep clashing and conflicting in my head.
When it comes to deciding your future,
what is most important to you?