It's About Time

that I...  

 own a timepiece

[& update my blog]

(since my last watch broke 2+ yrs ago...RIP)

For years...

 I have survived in society,  almost on time, without a watch on my wrist.

Who needs a watch?

I have always relied on my mobile, my laptop, public clocks, and strangers for the time.

Hopefully, Ill be more punctual with the help of my new purchase... 

[hahaa what a joke!]

In any case, I still like it for looks :)

Here it be:

Gucci 1500 Stainless Steel

I adore that it is ultra slim & sleek.

I also love that it is a bangle bracelet, as oppose to the conventional link bracelet.

Very sophisticated, and  perfect for work & play.

I still catch myself reaching for my mobile for the time.

I need to remember to look at my wrist.

It will take time :)

...

In other news, 

I was very happy to receive concerned e-mails asking where/why I have vanished.

My 2yr relationship with the BF  has recently ended.

It has been extremely difficult. 

He was my best friend before and during our relationship.

At the moment, the hardest part is getting used to life without him...

(stop myself from calling or texting the dude)

Also, I'm trying to focus on completing my finals. (major emphasis on TRYING)

I will be back to regular blogging soon :)

Thankyou for your concern and support, Blog Buddies!

Here is what I have been doing lately...

EAT STUDY STUDY... EAT while STUDY

thats all.

I always gain lbs during finals...

Operation summer beach body after this week :(

Tell me, 

Is it possible to stay friends with your ex?

Jess Mai.

I'm Lost...

Life is full of choices.

Unfortunately, I suck at making choices.

If you read my posts, you know that I am extremely indecisive.

This is because, I fear the consequences.

I believe..

  good choices lead to good consequences and bad choices lead to bad consequences.

I am so bloody scared of making the wrong choice.

Lately, I have been struggling over a very important decision.

Deciding the plans for my future.

When it comes to planning my future, particularly deciding my career, a few factors run through my mind...

Family

Living in an Asian household, it is extremely important to be an honor to one's family. 

I want to make my family proud. 

Of course, like most [Asian] parents, my parents would love me to become a doctor or lawyer..

My parents struggled so much to give me these opportunities.

Though I know my parents will love & support me no matter what decision I make,

I feel that if I don't accomplish their wishes, I am letting them down.

.

Money

Isn't this the reason why most of us work?

Money is vital.

How else am I gonna support my materialistic needs? :D

Furthermore, I want to give back to my parents.

I know I can never fully repay the money & efforts my parent's have invested in me, but my biggest wish is to buy my parents their dream home & pay for my little brother's school tuition.

Also, I am extremely independent.

I want to make my own money and  not need to depend on others. 

[But, billionaire boyfriends are still gladly accepted]

.

Happiness

The majority of a working person's day is spent in the work space or thinking about work.

If I am not happy with my job, how can I be happy with my life?

I want to be interested in my work.

I want to wake up, and look forward to attending my job.

I want to live happy and excited.

Currently, I am attending University.

However, I have no clear direction of where I'm headed.

I feel like I'm wasting money and time.

The 3 factors keep clashing and conflicting in my head. 

HELP!

Tell me,

When it comes to deciding your future, 

what is most important to you?

Jessica Mai.